The Assassination of The Dub or An Update on my Life

So -
You all (the three people that read this blog - Hi Saf, Amandade and Lex) are probably wondering what is going on in my life. So in my very classy fashion, here are the top 5 things that I have been doing, in no particular order.

1.) Started smoking again. I did 2 months, it sucked, I will quit again.
2.) I am writing more often. It controls my anger issues. Let's all face it, I try to hard to act like a "bad ass" and I'm really not. I can hold my own, but I don't want people to be uncomfortable around me. I just want to be me.
3.) I started a different rotation at work. I am in the Communications Tech group now working with Cisco VOIP (look it up) technology. A change from storage management, but a good one for 6 months.
4.) I have allergies now. I never did before...
5.) I have forgiven... nothing more to say on that one.

So there it is. If you want anymore, you can ask, but who knows what answer I may give.

Envy

So I have decided to post some of my writings online... poetry, short stories, etc. I decided to do it here to get some HONEST feedback. Positive comments and any criticism is accepted, but if you call me any kind of negative names because of this, your comment will be deleted. You know who you are....

Envy
I have what you wanted
I won in the end
if this is what it feels like
to hold the ace
from where does this jealous
this little green man
visit from time to time
in the depth of my chest
I should be the winner
I should be the best


And that's the first of a few I have right now. I know what everyone is thinking - Dub, you can't write, you can barely read. Well, my friends, it's time you knew something about me - I am actually pretty intelligent when I want to show it. So there, nyah, nyah, nyah (and yes, I know what irony means).