Acceptance

You do not belong to me, but you are mine
I feel as if, you should show me what I deserve
but it has to be earned, it has to be desired
The first time we saw eye to eye, the feeling was awkward
the first time we went face to face, the feeling was anger
As time went on, we grew apart, we grew together
we realized what needed to be done to hold it together
A family, a friendship, a love that was hard
I could never replace what you lost, but I will try
I will be there more, I will see to your needs
I will love you like you need, although it's not shown

Haven't been keeping up

I really have not been keeping up on here, sorry! I have been so busy that I have really only posted new thoughts and poetry to my Myspace blog (mainly because nobody reads that). But here are a couple of new ones.

Significant

Who are you behind the veiled eyes
I wonder what thoughts you have of me
While we speak, while we talk
will you reject the notion that is running in my mind
will you accept, and which fears me more
you may be the one, but I may not let you in
will you wait until I am ready, will you be one of a hundred
do you believe in soulmates, or just compatability
The dark abyss of your eyes sucks me in, show me the future
show me who I should be, or am I the best thing in the whirlpool
And if I am, should I keep hanging on to this feeling, or should I
let go, understand that you should love, be everything every time
love as much as possible, the pain makes you grow

Echo

Pulling, pushing, torn apart
noises that are heard, but make no sound
is it easier to pretend that they were not real
it is easier to know that they were reality
A reality that was not wanted, but now it is yours
A reality that was not welcomed, but now is the norm
Fighting to know that the contentment is fake
Fighting to know that this could be life
A life that was not planned, but a life nonetheless